What they think of me. What will they think of me if I do this or that. What if I have done something wrong and they laugh at me. Can I stop you for a second to tell you two fundamental facts that you should seriously consider and think of?
The watchers on the bench will always keep watching, so let them watch. They exist to watch. This is their job. Do not worry about them. Just let them watch the show. Your show.
Secondly, be an action doer and believe me, you will have no time to worry about people’s opinions, the watchers.